It's been long time since I've seen my little blue camera, but I remember it looking just like this one. |
I graduated to an Instamatic, those fuzzy-picture-poor-color cameras that were popular in the 60s and 70s. Never mind the quality, it was a camera and I was happy. I was forever trying to get my camera to take pictures beyond its scope -- close-ups of flowers, clear, sharp portraits. I remember a morning photo shoot at the Ballard Locks, squatting down to get a close-up of the roses, working hard to compose shots that would knock your socks off, and the surprise and disappointment of seeing the finished product!
An outing with friends in Japan in 1978, captured on my Instamatic |
My uncle's Polaroid fascinated me as we watched the picture develop right before our eyes, but I preferred cameras with film that required processing. I'd drop off the film cartridge at the photo store and wait out the week, anxious to see what I'd captured. There was, on occasion, a nice shot or two, but not often. Undaunted, I kept trying.
When a couple of friends at church offered a film developing class one summer, I signed up. Now I'd be able to process the film myself! I trotted into the first session with my Instamatic. "You'll need to find a different camera," they informed me, "one that can shoot black and white film, a 35mm." What on earth was that??
Another friend kindly loaned me his lovely, expensive camera. I wonder now what I must have said for him to turn that beautiful machine over to me. Certainly I didn't realize the generosity of his gift.
That summer I learned darkroom techniques -- stepping into a completely dark room, wrestling the film out of the camera and into the developing tank, threading it onto the spool and winding it just right, and this all by feel; "washing" the film with chemical concoctions; keeping the photo paper submerged in the trays as the pictures began to appear; hanging the pictures to dry on a line -- everything a mysterious process.
From negative... |
When class ended I returned the camera. The next summer I moved to Japan, my Instamatic packed in my carry-on, and attempted to document my new life with my toy camera. By now I wanted better pictures. After I'd saved $400, Doug, a missionary friend, took me to the camera store to buy a beautiful Olympus. It was the best purchase I'd ever made!
The first photo taken on my new camera, January 1979, with friends in Japan |
Put a camera in my hands and I'm still one happy girl!
Smile! |
2 comments:
I relate completely to your feelings about photography!
I'm a girl after your heart!
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